This is my last day as a cam girl. Kinda sad, kinda confused, but sure that this is the best for me now.
I just love music, and can’t help it. Now taking guitar lessons. I think art has been a great support for my transition in many ways, specially as a passion that fills me with motivation and a way to express my feelings.
He seduced me his gaze, he impregnated me his essence, he wrapped me with his skin, he stole my phone. The sad story of a date that ended in a robbery. I’m so naive :(
I don’t know exactly how did I get to this point. At this point in my life many things do not make sense. All I want is to have a femenine life and live like a regular woman but for me it seems to be very difficult.
I was born a boy in a christian family, when I was 15 I realized I wanted to have a femenine life and decided to transition from a male body to a female one. But that was the biggest tragedy for my parents and since then I’ve tried to hide my desire to be female.
I graduated last year as a journalist and worked for a year in a film production company. I moved from my parent’s house but salary wasn’t enought to buy hormones and be independent so I had to return with them some months ago.
I still lie to them saying that I’m now a “man” and my preferences are things of the past but lies always are uncovered and they soon will find out that I still take hormones and want to have a full transition. That’s why I’m about to leave my parents forever and never see them again. I feel bad about it but there’s no other option, they will never accept me as a girl.
It came the opportunity to work as cam girl and now I’m on it. I think this job sucks but it gets better paid than my actual profession. Sometimes I dunno if I lost those five years at college. Sometimes I just feel aimlessly. But for now all I want is enough money to buy hormones, surgeries and move to Canada.